#87

Alhamdulillah my brother, I write again. Two days I didn’t write here. But Alhamdulillah, I write again. I must thank to Allah. It is big mercy from Him.

My brother, I get new spirit again today. What is it? It is about ideal, about goal, about dream. We should keep our ideal eventhough we don’t get it yet. We should keep it. May be, we still don’t reach it because our dream “ wait” us in the suitable time. The suitable time is when we are suitable to reach it.

So, we must make us suitable with our dream. We must effort and be patient until we are suitable.

May we can get reach our dreams quickly. Ameen.

Surabaya, May 11, 2016

#86

Alhamdulillah I am happy again, because I write again here. I hope I can write here consistently.

My brother, I want to write about management of time. Really, management of time is very important. By management of time, we can do what must we do. We will not make our times be futile. We will do all of our times only for goodness.

So, management of times is management of ourselves. Manage or thinking, manage our feeling, manage our activity, etc.

Who can manage his time he can be success. Who can manage his time he will be winner. Who can manage his time he can create many creations. Who can manage his time he can be what he want.

My brother, I will try to practice this. If I can write here everyday, it mean that I can manage my time well. But if I can’t do that, so I still can’t manage my time well.

Ok, I will look it tomorow and days/months/years after tomorrow. I will look J.

Surabaya, May 8, 2016

#85

Alhamdulillah, today I can write again. Really, I am so happy. Because it make me sure that I can be consistent to write and write.

O yeah, I will tell you that one of program PENA Surabaya, “friday article” run well. It was published since yesterday.

PENA is acronim from “Penulis Muda Nusantara”, “Nusantara young writer”. Nusantara is other name from Indonesia. So, it is writing club or writing group. The members are young people who want to be writer. The members are in Indonesia, not only in Surabaya.

Alhamdulillah, I am one of member PENA. I also have sent my writing about “Ilmu dan Peradaban Islam”, “Science and Islamic Civilization”. May be it will be published two weeks later, because my writing is for third edition. First edition is Mr. Robin, second edition is Mr. Syamsul Alam Jaga, third edition is me, and forth edition is Siraj or Mukmin. How about next edition? I forget it. J

I also join API, “Asosiasi Penulis Islam”, “Association of Islamic Writer”. One of the program is wall magazine. So, the writing of API’s member will be publishe in wall magazine. There are two places for wall magazine. First, it is in library of STAIL and second in front of ZISWAF building.

May PENA Surabaya and API’s members can be consistent and can be good writer. Ameen.

Surabaya, May 7, 2016

#84

Alhamdulillah, I am happy now because I can write again here. I hope that I can write here everyday. Consistently. I don’t care about the quality. I don’t care, the readers will be satisfy or not when they read this writing. I don’t care that, because my target is not like that. My target is, how to write here consistently.

I know that may be I repeat my words here. But I think I need process. And this is my process. I know that I am not great writer in English. I know that and I realize that. But it is not impossible thing. I know that I am still stupid and get difficulty in writing by english. But if I write here consistently for 10 years, for example, I am sure that there will be progress in my self. The key is consistent.

The question is, can I write here everyday consistently until 10 years later? I know that it is so difficul. Moreover I must write everyday. Yeah, may be not everyday. But in one month 20 times or more. Yeah, it can be like that.

Hm, the date now is sixth of may 2016. So, 10 years later is sixth of may 2026. Wow. There are 12 months in one year. So in 10 years, there are 120 months. If in every one month I write here minimally 20 writings, so I will own 2.400 writings. Wow, it is amazing. Can I? If Allah give me long age, I will try to reach it. J

Surabaya, May 6, 2016

#83

My brother, on of my dreams is becoming great lecturer. But really, it is not easy. I feel that for this semester. Usually, I am not like this. May be the cause is, I must teach subject that I am still not master in that subject. I still need to study again about that. This wise word: “studying by teaching” is very suitable to me for this time.

But my brother, Forbidden for me to give up. I must not give up. My dream to be great lecturer must be reached. I must study again harder than before. I must study harder and longer than students. I must enjoy the subject that must I teach. I must love the subject that I teach. InshaAllah I can love it. InshaAllah I can do it. Yeah, inshaAllah. J

Okey, thank you for reading. I hope I can write here every day. I hope. May this hope can be realized. Ameen.

Surabaya, April 24, 2016

#82

Alhamdulillah, finally I write again here. I feel that if I don’t do my daily activity (one of it is writing here), I am like dead man. I feel that I don’t have high spirit. I feel that I don’t have advantage in this life. So this way, since today, I want to make active again my daily activity. I don’t care about the quality. My target for this time is I do my daily activity consistantly. For quality, it is the last thing.

My brother, today is Saturday, 27 of February, 2016. I hope I can continoue my effort to make better my self and to spread advantage to the world.

I hope I can. Today, I will continoue what I have begun.

Surabaya, February 27, 2016

#81

Alhamdulillah my brother, I write again. I want to write that we should be better in many aspects because we will find many problems in our life. Day by day, week by week, month by month, we will get many problems and anything that can influence our thiiking.

When we get anything that influence our thinking and  our feeling, we should not make it long time. We should erase it quickly. Why? Because it can make our energy lost. Our energy and power will be used for uneuseful thing.

We should be able to manage our thinking. It is very important in order we can maximilize our times.

Surabaya, February 19, 2016