#94

Alhamdulillah my brother, I can write again here. I hope that I can write every day. Ameen.

Mt brother, we as human being has a lot of willing and hope. But we forget that we have weakness. We want to dominate the world, but we forget that we are small. We want to reach anything that we want, but we forget that it is possible.

We forget to the strongest, our God. We forget Him. We want to be like Him. No, we can't. We are very weak and He is very very strong.

We only have wiling and hope, but He must be able to get what He want.

MasyaAllah. How small and weak we are.

Surabaya, December 10, 2016

#93

Alhamdulillah my brother, I can write again now. Now I join meeting in office of STAIL (Islamic College of Luqman al-Hakim) Surabaya. We discuss about steps to upgrade this university. We want to move from low class to be middle class.

We discuss about  service, human resources, learning, marketing, etc.

STAIL now has 3 departments; Islamic Education   Management, Islamic Communication and Broadcasting, and syariah economy.

We hope that this hope can be realized. May Allah help us. Ameen.

Surabaya, December 8, 2016

#92

Alhamdulillah I write again now. I hope I can write every day here. Ameen.

My brother, for getting spirit we need help from Alllah. So this way, we should pray to Him in order we get high spirit. Beside that, we should leave bad thing. For leaving bad thing we should do good thing.

Based on my experience, if we interact with al-Quran more, we will get high motivation and we will leave bad thing. So, in my opinion, interaction with al-Quran is number one. We should not do anything except we interact with al-Quran before.

Interacting with al-Quran can be recite it, memorize it, practice it, etc. May we can interact with al-Quran more than before. Ameen.

Surabaya, December 7, 2016

#91

Alhamdulillah my brother, I write again here.

Just now I attended meeting with BEM’s member. MasyaAllah, alhamdulillah, they have spirit for making BEM’s member run well. They also give some important suggestions. I also look them by different view. They are not only students now, but they also BEM’s member. MasyaAllah.

May they can make BEM better than before. Ameen.

Surabaya, November 17, 2016

#90

Alhamdulillah my brother, I can write again. So long time I don't write here. I hope I can write here every day. Ameen.

My brother, I often write here that I hope I can write here everyday. But in the reality, I can't do it. I don't write here, in lovely blog, everyday. I know it. I know that this hope is still not be reached by me. I still seldom write here.

But my brother, this hope insyaAllah can be realized. Do you know my brother, just now I have installed new application in my mobile phone. The application is "note". It is very good for becoming tool of writing. So I don't need to open my laptop to write here. I only need to open my mobile phone.

This application is different with "King Office" application. I ever try to write by mobile using king office application. But I get some problems; like the size of font is small,  when I want to delete my wrong word is so difficult, etc.

But by "note" application, alhamdulillah, I don't get problems like that. Now I am writing by this application. I hope, by this application can help me to write in this lovely blog every day. Ameen.

I think, the most important, I write here. I must not pay attention to the quality of writing. If I pay attention to the quality I will not begin to write. So, in this step, the quantity is more important for me than the quality.

May be in the next step I can write good writings. The quality of writing is so good. And, the quality can be more important than quantity.

Okey my brother, only that what I want to write now. I hope, what I write can give advantage, minimally for myself. Ameen.

Surabaya, October 13, 2016

#89

Alhamdulillah, finally I  can write her now.

Yesterday, we went to Panceng, Gresik for meeting. I got good statement from ust. Faishol when he gave motivation to students of STAIL there. He said that, in one day, every people get  different “results”. There is someone can memorize one page, there is someone can read many hadits, but there is someone only read a little hadits. It depend on maximilizing time. Who can maximilize his time can get more benefits than others.

MasyaAllah. Then I looked me. How about me? How about my management of time? How about my benefits that I get in one day? MasyaAllah....

Surabaya, October 5, 2016

#88

Alhamdulillah, I write again. I am happy because I can write here today.

My brother, our life are full by unpredictible thing. There are many happenings that happen to us and we don’t predict it before.

It show that we are weak. We are not strong. We are only human being. We are not God. So this way we need God in our life. But unfortunately, we often forget to God. We believe in God, but we don’t pray to God before we begin their activity. We are sure that God is exist in this universe, but we don’t ask His help, ask His protection from bad thing.

We often believe to our capabilty an potention until forget who has given us capability and potention.

May we always ask His help and protection to Him. Ameen.

Surabaya, September 23, 2016