#72

Alhamdulillah my brother, I write again. I decide writing here eventhough I have many assignments/tasks from my lecturers. Why do I choose to write here? I don’t know exactly. But I feel that I need to write here before I continoue to do my assignment. My be it is sign that I can write here everyday until 31 of January. May be. I hope. :)

My brother, I think,  eventhough I write here it doesn’t mean that I disturb my schedule to finish my assignments. It also can help me to focus in good thing so I don’t fall down in bad thing. Because if I am in bad thing, I will not get big spirit to do my assignment. I will be lazy. But by writing here, inshaAllah I will get new spirit and inspiration. :)

My brother, I should give the best in all of conditions. If I am in bad condition I should do the best as I can. The comparison is not other people. The comparison is also not by myself when I am in good condition. But the comparison is with my self when I am in same condition (“bad condition”).

My brother, I want to write again here (because may be I have written about this) that Allah doesn’t look our result, but Allah look our prosess and our effort. So, we should maximilize goodness and minimize bad thing (or delete the bad thing) as possible as we can.

May we can do that. Ameen.

Surabaya, January 12, 2016